Writing Fireworks

Drawing Pixels. Catching Breath. Writing You.

The Problem With Magic

You are going about and suddenly the cloth gets pulled below your feet. The magician did his job so well that you find yourself still standing like the others. Seems nothing changed. But all of you know something did. You just don’t know what. And nobody dares look down. Even if everybody feels the harder surface.

The Reason Why I Couldn’t Tell You

Because.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The Reason Why I Couldn’t Tell You

Because.

Freefall

There it is on the table.

You can take it or throw it all away. 

You can keep it. 

Or love it back. 

My heart is yours.

Clocks

Sometimes you see me, sometimes you don’t.

Sometimes you like me, sometimes you don’t’.

Sometimes you listen, sometimes you don’t.

Sometimes, only sometimes…

Sometimes we’re friends, sometimes we’re not.

Sometimes we’re strangers, sometimes we’re not.

Sometimes we’re lovers, sometimes we’re not.

Sometimes, only sometimes…

Sometimes I want you, sometimes I don’t

Sometimes I care too, sometimes I don’t.

Sometimes I wonder, sometimes I don’t.

Sometimes, only sometimes…

Sometimes I like you, sometimes you do.

Sometimes I want you, sometimes you do.

Sometimes I fight it , sometimes you do.

Sometimes, only sometimes…

Sometimes we get by.

Sometimes we hurt.

Sometimes forever.

Sometimes for now.

Sometimes we love, sometimes.

Only sometimes.

That Moment While Waiting for His Reply

How come you’ve grown too silent? Maybe you’re growing irritated with my long BBMs and late night bothering… But you told me they were fine… I made you swear to tell me when you don’t want getting bothered by me anymore. You told me it would never happen. But okay, you’d tell me when you don’t want being bothered by me anymore.

Maybe she’s near you and you can’t answer back… You’d hide that red blinking light from her, knowing it is me. And you would read it when you’re on your own. Relishing my every word. Looking at my photo. You know, coz you miss me so much it hurts.

Maybe you’re falling in love with me too. It hurts you physically that you can’t be with me every minute of every day. And it hurts you too that I am with him and you cannot do a single thing about it. But you can’t help it. You care for me so much you need to distance yourself for a while. Or maybe for a long time. Until you could bear to look at me again without wanting to touch me.

I know I am going to send you another BBM letting you know how much I miss you tonight and that I hope you’re okay. And maybe you would not answer back just the same.

Maybe. Pretty surely maybe, you just don’t care anymore.

There’s that blinking red light again. Damn.

The Things I Cannot Do Anyway

I should forget you now. How can this last forever?

I should forget you now. How can this last at all?

I should run away. How can I not be hurt?

I should run away.How can you care for me too?

I am taking my heart back. How can you get so much more?

I am taking my heart back. How could you even lend me yours?

I can do this. But how did I live before I knew you?

I can be happy. But how can I find a smile without your eyes..

I should stop asking. The universe should know.

I should stop now. Before I ask too much of you

I should love you less.

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